“You owe us big time!” I heard it from the lips of my children and I
read it in their glares. They were
donning raingear with sleeves much longer than their arms and necklines so big
they allowed falling raindrops to splatter onto their t-shirts. Footwear wasn’t needed, because getting into
the rafts would soak their feet anyway.
We were standing alongside a river that all the tourist brochures
promised would give us an unforgettable adventure. “Your raft guide will give you instruction as
you navigate the perilous white waters.
His expertise will get you through the treacherous whirlpools that could
suck you and your raft into the dark depths.”
At this point the three kids
and my husband were ready to abandon the adventure, but we’d already paid, so
that put my husband on my side.
Actually, I had looked hard for a white water adventure that
accommodated a seven-year-old, the age of our youngest. This one did, so I figured it couldn’t be all
that dangerous and that much of the rhetoric was merely hype. Of course by the time a person signs all the
release papers, they begin to wonder if the arthritis in their big toe is
reason enough to back out.
A friend of mine called the
“Discover the Grand Canyon Adventure” group four times looking for an excuse to
back out of the vacation trip her husband planned for them. When the
proprietors assured her on all counts-- out-of-shape, overweight, even over
sixty-five (though she was in her forties) -- that she could certainly make the
trip, she finally capitulated.
When I planned this white
water excursion for my family I was confident they would love it. But before we
boarded our rafts, the family gave me serious doubts.
We did maneuver the hazardous
whirlpool and like all good tourist-oriented attractions there was a
photographer there to snap a shot of our moment of greatest fright and
intensity. We made the picture into our
Christmas card that year. Friends of
mine said, “Cindy, we saw the look on your face. You looked scared to death! You must have been wondering what your kids
dragged you into.”
“What!? Are you kidding!? I was the adventurous one. They were a bunch of wimps.” But no woman says that about her children or
her husband, even if its true. I loved
that rafting adventure and by the end of the trip, my family did, too. They
chattered enthusiastically and boastfully as we worked to dry our drenched
bodies and clothes. So much for the
raingear.
I consider my life to have
been adventurous. I’ve had some unusual
experiences with varying levels of excitement.
I remember my churning stomach as I left my hotel room in Tehran, Iran
and hailed a cab to go to work in a city I didn’t know and surrounded by a
language I couldn’t understand.
Sometimes the adventures have appeared out of nowhere and other times I
chose to step into a stretching, uncomfortable venture. With the risk has been reward of some
sort. I could tell you about the time I
went I 125 feet up n the two-man bucket of a Genie lift. That is 13.5 stories in the air! My knees
still go weak at the thought of it. However I can say, “I’ve done it!”
As I stood on the brink of
2013, I was confused. I felt like I was looking toward a ball of tangled string
and I had no idea where to begin unraveling it. It looked knotty and
tedious. But then I asked, or was asked
this question. “What if you approach this uncertainty and trial as an
adventure?” Adventure! Somehow I saw that I could truly anticipate
the next few months in spite of the twists, turns, surprises, discomfort,
growth pains, dangerous whirlpools, treacherous rapids, getting dunked, a
beaten ego, and even people taking snapshots at my most vulnerable moments
under the title “Adventure.” It certainly
is a better word for the year 2013 than “confusion” or “despair” or the like.
Just a couple of days after
I settled on “adventure” for my word-of-the-year, I read Romans 8:14-18:
God's Spirit beckons. There are things to do and
places to go! This resurrection life you received from God is not a timid,
grave-tending life. It's adventurously
expectant, greeting God with a childlike "What's next, Papa?" The Message
There it was, encouraging
and promising. However from my vantage point, this current adventure doesn’t look
like the exhilarating white water rafting, but more like spelunking. Unfamiliar
with caving, I found this description that was undoubtedly written by a
spelunking enthusiast.
Exploration of caves takes us into a
world much different from that above ground, a world of darkness surrounded by
rock and mud. Exotic formations, streams and waterfalls, tight crawlways, deep
canyons and pits, huge rooms with large blocks of breakdown, crickets, bats and
cave rats await the cave explorer. [1]
Well…every true adventure expands
one’s comfort zone, develops new skills and strengthens formerly unused
muscles.
Once on a whitewater
adventure I was relegated to the “sit and ride” group. I was miffed. It was no fun not to be in the action. In the
action are the rewards.
We continue to shout our praise even when we're
hemmed in with troubles, because we know how troubles can develop passionate
patience in us, and how that patience in turn forges the tempered steel of
virtue, keeping us alert for whatever God will do next. In alert expectancy such as this, we're never
left feeling shortchanged. Quite the contrary - we can't round up enough
containers to hold everything God generously pours into our lives through the
Holy Spirit! Roman 5:2-5 The Message
That Christmas card picture
taken at the pinnacle of our family rafting experience was returned to us by
our good friend Pat Girgenti at Wayne’s
50th birthday. It was beautifully framed, she replaced the image of
our river guide with a cross and attached this quote from Martin Luther.
If
I did not see that the Lord kept watch over the ship, I should long since have
abandoned the helm. But I see Him!
Through the storm, strengthening the tackling, handling the yards, spreading
the sails—aye more, commanding the very winds!
Should I now be a coward if I abandoned my post? Let Him govern, let Him carry us forward, let
Him hasten or delay, we will fear nothing!
Happy and Adventurous New
Year!
